ej is somewhat happy

My stint at the museum is ending soon. Next week will be my last week there. Honestly, the first 10 weeks of my time there really just zapped me of my enthusiasm totally. Honestly, dealing with old things can be mind-numbing, absolutely non-inspiring. That feeling is further multiplied tenfold when you know that you aren't actually doing research work on them (maybe it'll be better), but just some sorting and filing them. It made me question, on a basis of no less than 3x per day, the soundness of my move in getting myself into the internship.

BUT! Things started to turn around on my 11th week (this). The rush to get the exhibition up and running for the opening was tiring, sometimes downright pointless (IMHO, but shall not post them here), but yes there you have it. The adrenaline of trying to get something up at as-close-to-perfection as possible certainly helped making my stint there less worthless than I have been imagining for the past ten weeks. I might even decide to go back to work on a Sunday because of the tight schedule I know my boss is facing. hmmmm.

I also got to know a bit more about 'academic/research' life too - through my more in-depth talks with someone whom I haven't really tried to connect with for the past 6 weeks. It's funny how people only try to make the effort to connect only when forced out of one's comfort zone - maybe this will be a good tutorial lesson for my Vancovuer 'expedition' (just 38 days more)! Besides, it was also a lesson in life - worldviews really matter; so do personal beliefs. Can you actually believe someone described me as 'kind' and 'good' (ok, stop sniggering already)?

An unexpected 'reward', too, was an unanticipated encounter in the lift, with a lady (sorry, no racy content coming up). She was actually my senior in my college dept. Her Honours thesis was one factor - the factor, even - that got me all excited about studying museums. I never had the chance to see her in my first 11 weeks - until today! Although the encounter was somewhat brief - a mere 15 mins or so - but it did give me some intangible... rewards, in terms of thoughts and ideas etc.

Just one more week to go in this place. And I think I'm starting to miss it already. Whoever would have expected me to think this way?

It's funny how life can be contradictory, but that's life, right?

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On a separate note, this blog post also made me realise the importance of work/life experience outside of my comfort zone. hmm. Cliche, yes, but now I really feel it and not jsut giving lip service to this old-fashioned idea. I've really haven't had an introspective blog post like this since.... the end of my army days?

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50 days to UBC

so its 50 days more to UBC. I hate it when the paperwork simply cannot move because of other people, but oh well. So long as it DOES move - however slow - at least there's progress.

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My stint at the current workplace is ending in three more weeks (19 days, 15 workdays more, to be exact). On the bright side, I've finished Phase 1 of my project, but on the other hand, I don't know if there's going to be a 'Phase 2' - meaning to say that I might become (1) prematurely unemployed (unlikely; though I really dun mind either), or (2) I have to somehow continue dealing with those old stuff that's just numbing my brain, or (3) suddenly get a new exciting job-scope (unlikely). In any case, I should add that the stint was a most valuable experience, though not neccessarily for the right reasons. Shan't comment further.

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On the other hand, I'm not sure if its a good idea to return to my old workplace for the 3rd time round, but i guess that will at least help (1) re-sharpen some of my old skills, and (2) put me in a more sociable mood for exchange overseas. Which is good! Especially (2), because my current work is so solitary, I can plausibly NOT come for work and almost nobody would know - at least as far as my supervisors are concerned.

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I guess I'm looking forward to the exchange, though the paperwork, finances, planning, responsibilities etc. lumped with it does dampen things a bit. But hey, i guess its like that with everything in life - we can't experience things out side of our comfort zone without the effort made, right! One friend just returned from an extended stay overseas, and it seems to have a positive effect - not that s/he really changed substantially (identity protected)? LOL.

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Just 50 days more!

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study @ ubc!

So, this is my timetable for UBC, at least for the time being. it sucks - with a five day work week spread out throughout the day. but oh well. for the sake of the content of the modules. Apart from the SEA one - which I haven't mapped because the stupid coordinator MIA - the rest cannot be found in SG. wheeee. looking ahead to doing those readings :)

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I've changed my residence! sigh. must learn how to cook now :( I'm staying over at Walter Gage instead now. hmmmm.

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just 86 days more

and I'll be away.

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Some of these stories are fantastic actually. At a time like this, I need to think about stretching the dollar. The plan for extra funding failed; funnily, I already had a premonition of that coming. On the other hand, 'temporary career prospects' have improved, thanks to Lio. It doesn't give me much more $, but it buys me two more weeks before flying off. That helps alot (I would think).

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Yes, we dun need many possessions. Between possessions and experiences, I would choose the latter. What they didn't teach was which experience to choose. hmmm. i think i already have the answer; still, much of it depends on how things eventually works out. An opportunity lost is always an opportunity/something gained.

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the home desktop failure has indirectly created an opportunity to talk with an ex- army brother, whom I haven't seen/spoke to for nearly 3 years. It's great to see how people have moved on (or not). It also convinces me of my direction that I'm taking.

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just 86 more days. then i start writing my sequel. before returning to continue the main storyline.

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4... no 3... more semesters of hard work ahead!

so the die is cast:



3 more semesters of hard work ahead then, minus SEP. whew. That's a good 7 months away. Hope I can get a good recharge before the last 1 year and 5 months!

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hmmm

the goal of studying humanities?

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funny moments

Didn't know what to name the entry, so its just a random choice. Anyway, Saizeriya - a jap-italian restaurant @ Liang Court - is a great place for meet-ups. Correction: it's a great place for meet-ups for noisy groups i.e. us. For the first time, I don't think we were loud. We could barely hear people speaking across the table lol. But the food is cheap and nice. And, more importantly, service was good, too! The staff also offered to serve the birthday cake from us, even though its from the Swee Heng Franchise (no, it's no high class chain; the motto of our non-existent firm is Frugality, Prudence & Efficiency).

Hopefully the Aussie road trip materialises and I have the ephemeral $2k to go traveling with the group. woops. that means i bring forward my grad trip. But oh well. After seeing so many failed-to-materialise grad trips for my friends, I guess I shall choose to join a more seasoned traveller group hehe.

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Results on Monday. Hopes to exceed 4.55.

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