addiction

Some rough plans in mind for the June Hols:

readings...



NUS admin...

keeping fit...

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"You have no life". Haunting, but true enough. I think I'm suffering from withdrawal symptoms. Withdrawal symptoms from having not to work. It feels strange. Yes, I have stuff planned to be done during my twice-weekly trips back to school in preparation of Term 3. But still, I can't help but feel odd. It's almost sinful to be spending time on myself. (Ok, that sounds wrong) Rather, its this lack of something for my life to be obsessed about. No more lecture-due-tomorrow-morning-so-I-better-churn-something-out-tonight. No marking to be done etc etc. I think I'm just trying to get used to it. hmmm.

And of course, I'm getting the childish-fears of returning back to school. As a student. Geez. Exams, tests, tutorials. Karma@work.

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Ok, but now I'm hooked onto Karen Armstrong's "The Battle for God". Cool introduction. i think i need to dig out some of her earlier works. On the bright side, some of the stuff she mentioned, I do have some vague hazy ideas due to my really peculiar early-childhood readings (rmb, I don't have a childhood, as some might say). It's cool how she draws the links. Wow. And its just the introduction.

Now, back to "The Battle for God".



... Do not disturb...